Oh, to be finite.

Can I be in two places at once? Only for a week. That's all.

I would love to be home and see family and rest. I'm incredibly family-sick and miss everyone a lot more than normal. On the other hand...most of my friends are graduating this year and I've never been on a road trip. I love Seattle, would LOVE to see Portland and would love the chance to spend a week with these women that have become my family-away-from-family. The only problem with that? I feel like I'm letting everyone at home down by not choosing to be in NorCal during the break. =( I hate letting people down, especially my family. Uggggg.

Choices. Choices. Choices.

I'm not graduating this year, but it does not make life that much easier by knowing I'll be here another year. There's still housing to figure out before April is finished. Housing. People with which to live. Rent. Money. Logistics of jobs. Balancing the things that I would love to do next year before I graduate from Biola with what I absolutely need to do. Then, of course, my responsibilities. I'm a student, first and foremost. Spending 30k+ a year to go here...you'd better believe my education is one of the most significant determinants of my life.

Can you tell it's Sunday night and the realization that graduation and the conclusion of this semester is two months from tomorrow???

Someone needs to slow down the hands of time. I'm not liking how it's speeding up so quickly now.